Well... I haven't written here for month :o long time.. and it is holiday so idk why... but I guess I didn't have inspiration..Hm.. first I have to say that I'm obsessed with 'Meet the Vamps' album and i'm listening it for hours and hours everyday... The best song is Oh Cecilia and Dangerous.. I rly like this band :D
I guess I still don't have inspiration, but i wanted to write about what happened this month since i haven't written anything... I rly hope that a person that I will write about don't see this post, bcz I think he will ask me some questions that i don't have answer and I think this post is kind of lame, bcz i wouldnt do this earlier... haha hmm I didn't like anyone for a year and it was really amazing year but still a little bit boring, I was concentrated on school like 100% and I didn't have to torture myself with some boy liking me or not..
So... after a year.. I started chatting with some guys and girls... that was on July 9th... we met them on some PLL fan group.. hmm DAMN to PLL.. PLL made me do crazy things in my life and i'm not regreting any of it...
We was chatting all day and all night... So I met one boy and we started to chat in private.. only two of us.. and first it was like a joke we were together, even we didnt know each other well... but the second we started knowing each other better... we made connection...haha we live in same country, but we are far away from each other... we've chatted about everything.. and I trust him with everything i tell him...I started to like this boy, maybe I even love him if it is possible.. even if it isnt I still love him.. I would like him to write me more about himself and what is going on with his life... but that's not what is important...
haha I think I've changed.. He made me weaker and more romantic.. I REALLY DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS... I cry more.. It can't past a day without chatting with him or smth... but sometimes I'm sad.. bcz he has some other girl in his real life and i don't know whole story so i don't want to write about smth idk.. and she makes him sad.. I don't want him to be sad :S and I don't know what would I do if we stopped talking to each other.. we've had a lot of fights before.. and it sucked pretty much..Hm I don't know what else to write.. I would really like to meet him in real and spend at least one day with him...Now is playing Oh Cecilia :3 heh what else I have to write is that he is an idiot haha at least he thinks that too... haha hmm just kidding he is really nice and caring person (and I rly hope he won't see this).. So I think he is my summer love (but we will continue to chat when school starts, I rly hope for that).
So I don't like this post.. bcz my inspiration is dead..
Tittle of this post is from song Dangerous - The Vamps ♥
