I'm fine

The biggest lie ever and the most use is ''I'm fine''.














When someone ask you : How are you? or Are you okay?
They don't even care.. People just want to see you falling... So they will know they are above you..
I learnt that on hard way....
So pretending everything is okay is so hard... You have to smile everyday in front of people so they won't see how broken, sad and tired you are... When you come home you have to act in front of you family and you can't wait to go to bed... You are lying in your bed trying so bad to sleep.. but than everyting comes to you.. it hit you.. so you start crying and wishing you are dead... and you cry yourself to sleep after hours.... you wake up in the middle of the night, after some terrible dream... more like nightmare.. and you started remembering and crying again... so you cant sleep.. but you have to wake up in few hours to study for school and acting that everything is okay..
And person who did it all.. who made you that way.. doesnt seem to care...

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me,
So tell me how is that?

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart,
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you

'Cause I can't erase

The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face

And even now, while I hate you,

It pains me to say

I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe

I don't wanna play that part

I know that I love you, but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no

I don't want a broken heart

I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl

No, no, no broken-hearted girl

I'm no broken-hearted girl...