Spring is here..

I'm in that part of my life where I don't know what to do with it.. I'm not intrested in anything, I like staying home, watching series, reading books.. There is school and it is ending soon... and I have to go to further education.. so i'm not studying or anything..
My b-day is coming soon and i'm kinda excited about it but on the other side I'm not... I'm a year older and that's not good...
I'm turning 19 in less than 10 days.. and I know I'm not the same person I was last year or any other year.. I gave up on every important thing in my life... but most of those gave up on me, too.. so i don't have any strength to fight for anything anymore... The person I love the most isn't here with me in any way.. I let go of it.. and he did the same..  we've just gave up on each other..

So spring is my fav season maybe because of my birthday.. or maybe I like weather in spring it's not too hot but it isnt too cold.. it is perfect..

I started watching new series since the last time I spoke about some series I watch... there are new series...
First that became my fav after two episodes watched is Eye-candy on MTV.. than Hit the floor.. second best.. and I can't wait for new episodes in May.. It is on VH1, Than I'm watching Arrow, The Flash, Reign and I'm waiting for new serie to come up on the CW, I've watched How To Get Away With A Murder, I've started Happyland but it was cancelled and many other series.. I'm watching Open heart, Jane the Virgin, Faking it, Once upon a time, Sin Identidad and I'm not sure if I can list everything I watch..

So this is not long post, but i don't know what else to write...
Maybe I should post pics from last SOA party and yeah I totally forgot i have new hair cut so here is the photo with friends.